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i seriously, cannot stress how much i want to move out of my aunts house!!
!!!
like, for real. i think i've reached my limit of trying to live here but i can't. its just not working.
i'm never happy in this goddamn house. i hate it here so friggen much!

yeah, i really needa calm down.
i'll get over it.
hopefully soon cuz this week SUCKS so far
ahhh.
but i did watch many movies in the last couple of days!:)
but mosta them sucked SUCH AS
+CAKE

but my friends + I watched Click with Adam Sandler, i had already watched it like five times before cuz it was JUST THAT GOOD so it didn't hurt to watch it again

we had rented this horror film but didn't notice it was an asian type horror film & so there were english subtitles so we said 'fuck it' & didn't end up watching it.

alsoooo i watched Lakehouse with Sandra Bullock & Keanu Reeves. hmm. its hard to say if i liked it or not. i don't even know. but i LOVED the soundtrack to it. DOWNLOAD IT...."This Never Happened Before" by Paul Mccartney. LOVE IT

& todaayy, i watched Fern Gully with Jen & Lindsey. hmm. LOVE IT. well i loved it more when i was a kid but it was still good watching it at twenty years old.

i do remember seeing 'Women Thou Art Loosed' at movie gallery when me + my friends went to pick out movies & i had forgotton how much i wanted to see that movie. so's really wanna see that!

hmm what else?

oh, i made this for my photography class.

a postive outlook about today tho
is that i won 66 bucks on making snow sculptures! with Olechka, Ellen, Danika, Ellen & Heather
so THAT MEANS
i can either:
A) pay off my 50dollar fine
OR
B) treat ourselves out to Mararitas or Dennys
hmm.
i already know what the right decision is tho.
 the judges were really gay & decided that everyone won snow sculptures
& i thought it was a competition!   wtf. whatever

gah, i hate owing money tho.

sucks
i poked my eye when i was taking out my contacts last night & jabbed myself right in the eye soooo
when i was going to go wash my face, i thought there was something in my eye but i thought it would go away in the morning
but it didn't so when i was looking in the mirror to put in my contacts in the next morning, i noticed a gash in my eye & had to take out my contacts just in case of an infection.
so i called the eye doctor & said i have to wait a week & then two days after that just to make sure its healed. so's i'm stuck with glasses all week long. ahhhh.
it doesn't hurt or nuff'n it just feels like there's something in my eye.:/

fuckenay.

n e ways, i'm gone for the weekend.

everyone have a nice weekendddd & be good :P

byeeee.

my first argument with Chomba
lovely.
damn, he pisses me off sometimes, for real.

i really needa stop eating, for real
i do it when i'm bored & i'm not even hungry. damn


yesterday i watched Chronicles of Narnia for the second time instead of going to the hockey game. love it
& today i watched Little Miss Sunshine. didn't love it. iono, there was n0 point to it. :/

this weekend i'm going to Heather's with Olechka & hopefully Ellen. love them
&&&&&
hmm, don't know what else to say.
i tried posting an audio post, but its too complicated. oh well.

have a nice night.:)


p.s dried mayonaisse(sp?) is bloody digusting looking__blech!

the creepiest mother fucker called me today, what fuck'n possesed me to give out my number!!! FUCK. seriously, ok lemme explain. so there was this dance at the school & he was there. & i don't like him at all whatsoever, not friend or def not anything more than that. plus he's like almost 30 i think anyways i saw him all alone so i thought that i'd ask him to dance. so i did. so he starts wanting to grind, but i don't want him grinding on me, specially when i don't like the guy. & every couple seconds he'd check in between his legs, like with his hand & i'd look at him & he wouldn't even be staring at me, he'd be staring at my boobs the whole time! so then after like twenty or so seconds of dancing i was thinking to myself 'K NEVER' & said i needed to go to the bathroom THEN he asks if he can go with me & i was like noooo. i showed back up like 10sec lator and ignored him the rest of the nite. THAS who just called meee wanting to hang out Sunday. HAAAAAA!

& lemme just say that i gave him my number wayyyy before the dance and i thought 'hmm, hey, we can be friends...never anything more' & look he just fucked it up by being a fucking pig!


why aren't there any good guys around here, FOR REAL!


on a better note. jennifer hudson was on the Tyra Show yesterday & i must say, she looked fabulosaaaa. damn, i'm jealous, even if she does have fake hair;)

i have no words for myself in the things that i do sometimes.
not one.
all i can say is "woooooow"
my decisions lately, totally suck.

jeans motherfuckin suck, for real.
my jeans are tight as fuck cuz i put them in the goddamn dyer
now i can hardly breathe.
hate hate hate jeans
i'm living in sweats from now, gots to do me some sh00ping.
omg, i hate Nelly Furtado's song, everyone one of em.
they all suck.
they only one i liked was 'like a bird'
my side of the room is so friggen clean right now, it sparkizzles, for reallll.
oh & my birthday is coming up. MY BIRTHDIZZLE.
what are we doing??
alls i know is i'm gunna be happy happy happy
& not like today where i feel blah like fuck
i'm writing another entry cuz i thought i should talk about my hate on jeans
seriously.
i have yet to find a comfortable pair of jeans
i have one.
but it has so many holes in the crotch area that it's all patched up & hard to walk in a straight line.
its redick.
my computer class is cancelled once again & i am so fucking happy.
so yeah.
i farted, closing the door cuz it reeks
& prolly gunna change into pjs & watch some teevee, homieee.

love love love love love
like like like like like
hate hate hate 
RACHEL

iono what that even was.
forgive.

the best quote from a gay guy i've ever heard:

[while applying large amounts of chapstick] "god guys, i put so much of this on i can donate my lips to the wax museum"
i almost died.
died.
foonay sheet.

i've beeN so lazy this week.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON SATURDAY!!

this guy, Bobby left me a note on my Birthday sign outside my door.
it says "Happy Soon To Be Birthday, Sweet Sauce"
:)

hate today so motherfucking much.
i didn't go to my Working Woman's Class. first class i miss all semester. woot
my micro class was cancelled
but i did go to my math class. my child molester looking teacher is sucha bore.
who can make math exciting anyways?


the only thing to make me smile to today was getting a Valentine card from Arlene.
& the only reason i got it today cuz the RA's are ghey & decide to gimme a mail key hmmm..never. i've been waiting for prolly a month and a half for a new one. ho. those fuckers.
i hate them all right now.


<3333

ahh, so fucking tired.
i closed my eyes in my photography class & i think i dreamt about something but i don't remember.
i fucking hate being tired. i went to bed at around 4 & had to work at 9. the reason i went to bed at 4 was cuz i couldn't sleep at all so i stayed up and watched Tyra & Ellen Degeneres.

fuck i hate ZARA soooooo much from Bad Girls club. some of the episodes make me wanna smack her so much haha. BUT i cannot wait for the new episode tonite. last week was kinda ghey & boring. actually no it wicked was. anything that has to do with that country wannabe girl singer is a bore. ugh.

n e ways, so Boston for my birthday is outta the question cuz Ellen calculated it and it'd be about 100 bucks just to leave sat & come back sun. BULLSHIT, not worth it. & i can't really be spending 100 bucks on one nite, thas stupid. so me + my friends are gunna try to find something to do hurre, outside of the dorms in Portland.

mm. last nite when i was in the shower i ended up getting this really bad headache on the right side of my head & i thought it'd go away after my shower but it didn't. after my shower i went in my room, got dressed & started on my hair. i couldn't concentrate at all but i really wanted to get my hair done. but after awhile i was like fuck it & around 7:00 or so i closed everything & went to bed & woke up around 10ish & finished my hair. my headache was pretty much all gone after i layed down so thas good.

omg, boring entry i know

i love ellen, she's a good listener! i never wanna lose contact with her after college
she said after school in may her and her friends are going to Boston & Newyork and that i should come! hmm, i'll think about, it'll be fun. i love hanging out with her

& the trip to NewYork during spring vaca is still on, i just have to figure out how i'll get a couple hundred bucks:)

talked to Chomba today about cameras and such after work. blech. nothing too exciting but i liked talking with him.

bored bored bored

OH just got word that my micro class is cancelled for tomorrow. hell yes? HELL FUCKIN YES

i went to the hockey game & the Portland Pirates w0000000n.

 

( Hockey )

bacardi straight from the bottle is deadly, y'heard


ho, whyyyy am i sucha nice person?
lending a bitch my box of markers, the same one that still has yet to give back my roomate's iron

& this other girl still needs to give me back the movie, Hard Candy.

my God, as if it's that hard to bring other people's stuff back at a resonable time. faaaaaaack.

but n e ways. i'm gunna go get ready for the hockey gammmmmmmmmmmmmme:) never been to one & i'm excited.

H0 watched Crash again, it's better the second time!


& watched 'The Witches' as if thats a kid movie, i was scurrrrred.
i remember reading the book when i was younger. excellllllllent book.
what a n3rd i was back then & still am:)

going out to eat Chineseeeee avec Jen, Olechka & Ellllllen.
been craving Chinese for awhile. yummerrrr
i'm passing mathhhhhhhhhh!!!
sdkljdljfa;skdfjksj!!!!!!!
& i passed my test, well i got a 65% but it's still passing. ho sew excited.


i got a 74% on my computer test (7 wrong outta 27 questions) 

:(!!

i coulda done betterrrrrerrrerrrerrrereerrerr
done.


k, yeah writing another entry but keeping it (friends only) 
its not real entry if you don't bitch. yuuh'mmm

-yesterday i
i did stuff
watched IT in Olechka's room & Love Don't Cost A Thing in my room
i also ate a lot of chocolate chip cookies & Fun Dip!

-late
i was an hour late to work this morning because i forgot to set my alarm on my cellphone. good thing my b0ss wasn't mad. i only got to work an hour tho as a result. ugh !! to less money.

-ahmed abdullahai
i memorized my crush's name. god i'm dumb.

-writer song book
a scene in it reminded of when in highschool at a book fair i wanted to get a writer song book but couldn't afford it at the time so i saved up my money to get & i finally did but only used up two pages. where is that book, i wonder?

-Love Don't Cost A Thing
stupid ass mutherfreaking movie.
the reason it is that cuz it's so predictable like i knew pretty much all the occurances that was going to happen five minutes into the movie. i like drama movies. movies that have meaning. instead of a guy that wants to be popular that he pays this girl to be his girl to make friends.   bullshit.

-Valentines Day
i hate how people are like '0h Valentines is a stupid ass holiday' blahdy blah blah but seriously, would you think it was so stupid ass if you had a boyfriend who gave you flowers & chocolate? yeah, doubt that. i really didn't care about Valentines & that i was single. who the eff cares. it comes once a year, so what. 

-Aunt
my aunt keeps calling me but i never pick up. well this is her second time calling. i just don't want to talk to her. she'll tell/ask me the same stupid things & treat me like a child. I hate when she asks if i cleaned my room & picked up stuff. why should she care? she's six hours away & its my dorm room, i'll put dirty underwear all over the floor if i want. wait, thas kinda gross. but you get my point

-skin
my skin is dryy. so dry. lotion does sh!t well the lotion i have anyway

-birthday
my birthday is coming up the twenty fourth of February & i am turning twenty. what are the plans?   dunno

-people who borrow stuff
i fuckin hate people who borrow my stuff but i never see it again UNLESS i hunt them down for it. MY GOD, gimme my shit at a resonable time, not friggen two monthes later when i notice that i still haven't gotten it back. HATE THATTTT so much. i'm only lending people stuff that i KNOW i'll get back in the next year

-Pink Lemonade
beautiful creation

-Boston
i might be going this weekend. it was kinda a spur of the moment type thing tho. i doubt i'll go plus, i don't want to spend any moneyyyy cuz i'm still saving up for that camera i wanttt.

-10.2 megapixels
i saw an email about a new Nikon camera coming out with a 10.2 megapixel camera & almost cremed myself & went into high orgasm.
what is high orgasm, i wonder?

-Chili
i normally lovvvve Chili but the kind i had today was so damn spicy so i just dipped my chedderchicken wrap into the sauce instead & just threw out the rest
why didn't they provide corn bread, i wonder?

-i wonder?
why do i always say that, i wonder?

-shower
i actually should take one but i'm too lazy to get off this chair, i think i'll actually go take a nap & then take a shower. ughhh hate the showers, esp when i see hair that is not mine in the drain, i wanna like claw the walls in disgust

-silly string
i bought a can but never used it, its been sitting on top of my printer for a semester and a half.

-Old Country Buffet
i recommend everyone to go there, the best restuarant in all the land. fried/roasted chicken up to your eyeballs!

-cellphone
i could do without one

-80' boombox
this teacher in the library said his 80's boombox was like his ip0d. my boss said he should put it on his shoulder & jam out. i didn't laugh, i smiled. 

-Aretha Franklin
starting to get into her music. i'm in love with it. 'say alittle prayer' & 'respect' are my favorites.


wOw i'm really tired. time to go take a nap.

haller.

y000000
no classes todayyyyy!







NOTE: Jen is missing from the fotos.

( Slumber Party, dears )

k, i hate this bitch down the hall. i let her borrow my roomate's iron (without my roomate knowing;) thinking that'd she'd bring it back the day she borrowed it. hmmm, its been two days later! wtf, seriously.

Ch0mba met me outside of the campus center & wanted me to go to a basketball game with him. i couldn't, i was hanging out with Jessica & her bf & plus, i didn't really wanna go to another one. we might hang out tomorrow tho. man, i just can't stop liking him *SIGH* everytime i see him its like i get butterflies<3333
& HIS LIPS!! myyyy godddddd. he has nice full lips, i just wanna like.......k, i needa calm down;)

s000000 ValenTIMES day tomorrow.
single.
& i don't currrre.
whatever.

wear the rubberrrrrrrs:)

PIXELY AS FACK, I KNOW:(


frigg when am i gunna learn to NOT go to bed so late.gah
i got all my homework done tho, which i did inbetween classes, i hate when i do that
i'd just love to have everything done for the next day:(


i cleaned my room.


&& what else?